A message from God part 1

We left the party. Guy tip the driver $300. "300?" I asked. "I didn't, Charles did." He showed me the wallet. "Guy, you didn't" I was horribly shocked but laughed. "Now let's get out of these clothes and into bed." After a night of exhilarating passion Guy slept like a babe… I took Charles wallet and 300 $ of my money… The doorman knocked lightly, "You rang ma am?" "Yes please take this quickly to this address." I handed the man an envelope inside was a note and Charles' wallet… I then returned to bed, watching my lover sleep… His muscles sparkling in the moonlight…. "What am I going to do with you Guy?" I said as I kissed him gently and snuggled in beside him… I needed to sleep because to morrow we would be heading to Denver to find Sister Praxis and hopefully my brother…. Just then I felt Charles thoughts in my head, "You know it was a test… I needed to know if you still stood for good or if you had been coerced into being evil. Thank you for returning my wallet." I didn’t answer him with my thoughts… I think the picture said enough... just cuddled next to Guy. He rolled and pulled me into his muscular body whispering my name… There I laid, knowing I had to sleep but not going to sleep… Finally as I drifted.. Memories of my death and resurrection had begun to return…. A voiced boomed from a fiery flame, "WHO DO YOU SERVE! WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME! " "NO ARGHHHHHHHHHH" I woke screaming and Guy reached over to me and cradled me.. I turned into his chest sobbing… "It is just a nightmare… Just a bad dream…." Guy whispered… "I do not serve myself but the need of others…. I do not serve myself…" I cried….